Have you tried being away from your love ones? How do you feel? When he told me he was leaving, it felt like my heart had ripped out.
I have tried to be feeling okay, but I am not. I do everything like making myself busy, just not to remember him, but there’s a pain that cuts like a knife inside that I’ve never felt before. Before when were having a long distance relationship, it was just fine. I felt excited when he’s online. It was just like an ordinary days.But now, you know the feeling that there’s a missing link in your being. You couldn’t understand why. Suddenly, when you sleep at night, you can feel the tears on your checks. Your tears are welling in your eyes. You know you are terribly in pain because you miss him so badly.
I thought I can move on and do a normal life after he’s away, but it’s not. Everyday is getting much more difficult to carry out my everyday plans. I become lazy and unmotivated. Just can’t help it ,but I have to face the reality that we are no longer together. He is in Australia, while I am in the Philippines. Again, how we started as cyber lovers will end up as cyber married couple. I have to face that I am going to miss his touch, his kiss, his caress, his all being; I know I can’t do all these online. All I can do is to wait for him until he comes back in my arms.
You and I will meet again
When we’re least expecting it
One day in some far off place
I will recognize your face
I won’t say goodbye my friend
For you and I will meet again
Tibor Urkom, do take care of yourself and keep the memories of our friendship and love a fresh. I will miss you and I’ve never getting over the pain. Parting with you is like parting my spirit. It makes me broken in spirit and soul. There’s no goodbye honey; just say, we’ll see you soon… until we meet again. I love you and I miss you like crazy.
Köszönöm szépen Szivem!
There are things in life that are inevitable, I am powerless to control them. The Sun will rise and set, the tide will come in and go out, the seasons will changed, the birds will fly. Caterpillar will transform itself into a beautiful butterfly.
I can’t control the moment you are away and now soon we will be together. I can’t even control our destiny that somehow, God will make our best Love story.
Tibor, from the moment we’ve meet again I will let you know that my love for you is burning very brightly. My heart longs to be warmed when I passionately feel as I caress your face, stare into your beautiful face and tenderly kiss while you are lying on your bed at night. My heart longs to express my love for you especially now it’s your birthday. I love you honey more than you’ve ever known.
Hon, It’s hard to express how much I love you, so I write down for you.If you were here, we could have candle light dinner and we had precious time together while you did dance with me in a soft melody. Wow!!! I could cook for you and we could eat in a simple dinner with wine as we celebrate our love on your birthday. We could spend the whole night together and forever.
I know you feel the same, but you are so miles away from me hon. I am missing you so much. If I can only touch you tonight on your birthday, if only I could, I would do all the things I could to express my love to you.
I want to romance and make love with you because I love you. I want all your heart.
I feel that I am so lucky that I have given chance to love someone like you and be loved back. Until the moment we tie the knot, I send to you across the mile my love, my warm embrace and my most passionate kiss.
I honestly love you,
My beloved Tibor,
I love you honey! Just writing to put smile on your face. I know how difficult you go through right now.
I love you honey because of your sweetness, your kindness, your tenderness and your thoughtfulness. Because of what happen, I’ve realized how much you love me. If there is someone I would call in the middle of the night because of an emergency it were you. Thank you coz, I am the first person you could think of during an emergency like this.
In this time, i love you even more. I love you because I have been longing to get close to you again. I know you long to be close to me now. Hope you could feel how much I love you. I love cuddling with you as we sleep and watch TV. Hope I can be more expressive when we are together. Honestly, I love to be near you. I love holding your hand on a walk during the day.
You know, I want to hold your hands now, to make you feel that everything will be fine. I won’t leave you. I will assure you that I am here to stay despite of the storms that come on our way.
I love you Tibor because you listen to me as I share the small triumphs or struggles of the day. You never tired nor complain. You give me so much attention.
My love for each other is the important reason to live. You are healthy and young…
I know you will be fine. I love you honey. I want to see you getting older and have gray hair holding hands and kissing each other.
I love you because in moments of friction between us, you hear me out when I explain. Even when you don’t agree with me, you listen with longing to understand me and persevere. I love because as much as possible you are careful every words you have said that won’t hurt me. You never did.
I love you because you respect me. You honor the woman I am. You love me for who I am even I have tried to change to please you but here you are loving me for who I am. You suffer my imperfections and shortcomings largely without complaint.
I love you because you appreciate me. You enjoy and appreciate my efforts to make love with you.
I miss you honey…
Time flies fast. It’s unbelievable that we’ve reach this far. Every second hon, I am thinking of you, and I wish that you were here with me now. I keep on imagining what we are doing together. It’s hard but I have done that all these years. I can’t Imagine what my life will be without you.
Hey!Honey, what have you been up to? Well, just to send you some updates about me. I just have had my free diamond peeling in a skin care clinic. I had my hot oil in the parlor last week. I think I need to pamper myself and love it more.
I am striving to be happy and enjoy life to the fullest while I am still young. I am excited for my new life and new me who is confident,proactive and versatile and who has full of love.
I have sports that are my outlet of my emotions such as Aikido and swimming once a week. Every morning I am still practicing my KATAs in arnis, taekwondo and karate. Sometimes I jog 5 rounds around the oval or go to the gym or do kick boxing.
For my spiritual growth and experience,I read my favorite book “Purpose driven life”. I still have Bible study once a week in a small group in Monday morning. Every Sunday I go to church.
My working schedules are getting longer now but I am happy. I started work at 1pm til 12mn 5 days a week. Except Mondays and Fridays because I am studying Teaching English for Second Language Speakers in Bible Technological College in Mandaue.
If you think I am too busy for you, no I am not. I am always find time to nurture our relationship. I always have time to all the people I care.
For all those task,I have never been busy.(Being Under Satan’s Yoke).
I worked for God. I am happy all the things I have done. I am always praying for you to be safe and happy. God bless!
My Love Tibor,
Each and everyday I always think of you. When you are at work, I think of you, when you are asleep I think of you, I will always be together nothing could ever break us away and just to that I want to tell you that I will always love you.
Just thought I’d write you a short note to tell you how much I miss you. I miss the times you call and sending messages to let me know you miss me. I enjoyed the time when we meet for the first time. Everything felt so natural, and you were every easy to talk to. It is hard for me to find what it is about you that attracts me so. I suppose it might be your great sense of humor and honesty, your charming personality and good looks and give me assurance how much you really love me. I learned to trust you and believe everything you have said. What ever it is, I can sense its presence.
Tibor, I really hope that our first meeting last February was not the last because I felt very special when I was with you. Now, I can’t breathe without you honey. I feel being paralyzed after not hearing from you. I truly want to give our friendship/relationship a chance to grow into marriage.
Well, I guess I have said enough for the time being. Tibor, have a wonderful rest day and weekend. I hope you are in Ayers rock so you can reply hopefully. I will see you again real soon this December hopefully. If you get a chance, call me and tell me your thoughts. At this point, I miss you, why are you so silent honey?
Until I hear from you, take care of yourself.